Maybe age is galloping, maturity is close to the heart. The desire for knowledge is getting stronger and stronger, and the pay and return are always not in direct proportion. In the past, I was able to put my studies first, because at that time, I had reason to have the strength to pursue and believe that the Lightbringer was in front of me, so I struggled with fate. Recently, I found that I couldn't recite it all the time. Fate was destined to be arranged the same. After a turn back and forth, I finally have nothing. In the face of knowledge, I don't know what to do, but I have an illusion. It's like everything I've done has become more than anything else, and nothing will come out,
我感到我很孤独,在生活面前,一切的一,一的一切都加以勉强作修饰一样,勉强着生活,勉强着学习,勉强着让自己快乐。慢慢开始相信着,相信着生命的意义很轻微一样,追逐的感情也开始学会放弃了。初中毕业后,我选择了中专,脚步踏进了中专学府,本以为一切都是美丽的,一切都同我想的那样,几年后我会无悔的走进社会,走近自己的理想。但每好的东西它全活在了暇想里,一切却都与之想反了,都一一离开了我的计划。努力奋斗是不在会有结果的了,无论怎么去反抗我仍然还是会回到最坏的原地。也许这是我来到这里的唯一体会吧,付出的结果那就是没有结果。为此,我开始在家人的不理解中生活了,似乎一次次的痛楚,只有眼泪来作以发泄,一片黑黑的天空,只的我一人去支撑。我好累,却不敢大胆的说言口,因为所有的一切,都是自己选择。也许我能接受的也只是面对,面对一切的无奈。
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