'To be teased and ridiculed by the girl I had a crush on wounded me deeply. The world that I grew up thinking was bright and blissful was all over. I was living in a depraved world, and I didn’t want to accept it.

'I didn't want to give any thought to it. That is why I immersed myself entirely into my online games like World of Warcraft. I felt safe there.'

Monette's brother, Ashton, is an actor who had a small role in the Hunger Games. In the manifesto, Rodgers also him, lambasting him as one of the 'popular' kids and describing his jealousy at learning he was becoming an actor.

Rodger also blamed other girls in the manifesto for his pain, and there is no suggestion that these women share any blame for his heinous crimes.

In another show of bitterness, he named another beautiful classmate who he believe he was meant to be going out with throughout college. He said how, like an 'obsessed stalker', he found her on Facebook.

'What I found shattered my already wounded heart to pieces,' he wrote. 'She had a boyfriend. Not only that, but her boyfriend was the type of boy I have always hated and despised: a tall, muscular surfer-jock with a buzz cut.

'As I looked at all the pictures of the two of them together, I shivered with pure hatred... I wanted to kill both of them, and I was capable of doing it. [The girl] should have been mine, and if I can't have her, no one should!'

He wrote how he fantasized about killing him and forcing her to watch.

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